I used to think I could do something good
My brain would catch fire and my eyes would ignite
I knew deep down my time was coming
But never realized how soon it would be
Thoughts of suicide filled my mind
And I couldn't replace them with what a kid should own
Since you stole my veins and I have no blood
So now I just lie in bed cold
Sometimes I'm almost reptilian
Sticking a foot out of the bed despite warmth
But scars on my skin shriek from the air
Telling me to go out with a bang
I hate you for making me hate the stars
I had a dream that I could hide behind
Now I'm forced to deal with human dilemmas
You knew I had potential energy to end i